Not too scared that he caught me looking at my past. (Thanks internet history.)
More worried he caught me looking to my future. A future we haven't discussed.
Hung out with Big Jim for a while after work today and watched a few hours of a world poker tour. Got heated when a rookie checked twice with the worst odds before trying to bluff a man who's been playing poker THREE times her whole lifetime.
I believe in Lady Luck, and and the almighty power of the Hail Mary, but even I know not to ask too much of the universe.
It's never been about not knowing what I want, but not knowing what I deserve. What can I ask the universe for?